I used to rule my life as a God, controlling everything
until a girl stole my heart
when I lost all
I neither wanted to rule nor live
she made me laugh, weep, and feel pain for the first time
I wanted to shout out, let all
off my heavy burdened chest
but the more I shout the bigger the deep dark hole grows inside
the terrible beast, I call myself
is there no way out?
if there was I dare not go beyond it
